|Former social obligation does not translate to ex best friend.
||[Apr. 23rd, 2010|01:49 am]
Anyone who really knows me knows better than to turn on me over anything you say. Anyone who doesn't, I can do without. Nobody accused you of or tried to deny you anything, and your unprovoked attacks are just plain unfair because you don't even stick to the facts. I've given up trying to understand you. I tried so hard to make all of this right more than once, but every time I think it's over, it isn't. I expected better from you. How disappointing: You don't seem very brave in your "online" anonymity . . . like how the Ku Klux Klan wears masks. You weren't singled out. I think you completely missed the point of all these social networking sites. Everyone boasts of life's menial details and can follow whomever they choose. I think you severely over estimate your standing in the situation. My universe does not revolve around finding ways to rub my existence in your face. I'm sorry you're 30 and still struggling with life, but that has nothing to do with me and everything to do with the stupid decisions you continue to make. You and that boyfriend you cheat on (we all know about that, does he?) would have disposable income if you'd stop spending it on drugs. Bragging is only fun/acceptable amongst those actually capable of competing with you. It's pointless to boast BENEATH your realm of peers. Why the fuck would I bother to compete with/brag to you? You brag about the drugs you do and the makeup you buy, open your legs to anything that gives you 2 seconds of attention, barely made it out of high school, have had more abortions than anyone cares to keep track of, consistently date losers who treat you like garbage, and can't hold a job for more than 6 months at a time. We've never had much in common and you've always prided yourself on never letting me forget it. Don't you understand I don't consider you important enough for what you accuse me of? All you ever do is smoke pot, take thousands of overexposed badly photoshopped pictures of yourself, and whine about how someone else is always to blame for your shitty circumstances. You've no actual substance to befriend, brag to or compete with. Never mind that you forget to mention the 10 + years of money/stuff you borrowed and never gave back, the things you outright stole from me, and the fact that myself and whomever had the misfortune of actually wanting to be a good friend to you had to pay your sorry way 90% of the time we hung out. I might be a self centered bitch, but I have never EVER gone out of my way to be cruel to you. You are not worth the effort on my part because you are more than willing to cause harm to yourself on a daily basis. I feel really stupid for having to justify/defend my friendship with you to so many over the years. Turns out they were all right. You are vapid, jealous, and the bleakest kind of social parasite. I'm truly sorry I wasted so many years on you. Your over exaggerated attempt at character assassination only proves you so far beneath me I get vertigo just thinking about it...